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Your Tuesday

Your Tuesday

Part Five of a series on transformational and servant leadership

Part 4 ended with a question aimed at whoever was still reading after three days at Ia Drang and four days inside Charlie Company. What does the account look like on your Tuesday, in the ordinary room where nobody is dying and nobody is filming, where the only thing at stake is whether you do the small thing you said you would do. Part 1 asked almost the same question before any of the accounts in between existed. On Tuesday you lead your own team, and you have been the underdog for years. Four posts later, it is time to answer both questions with the man Part 1 opened with.

One sentence on where this started, since Part 1 already did the work. In 1998 Nick Saban called a sports psychologist named Lonny Rosen the week of a game he did not believe he could win, and Rosen gave him a different way to see the problem entirely. An average play in football lasts only a handful of seconds. Whatever happened on the last one, good or bad, was already over by the time the next one began, and the only meaningful choice left was whether to play the next few seconds as well as they could be played. Saban built that into what he eventually called the Process, three parts, definition, invariance, and grading, a discipline of judging effort on the single play in front of him instead of the scoreboard behind him or the outcome ahead of him. What Part 1 did not get to is what the Process actually looked like on a Tuesday, twenty five years and six national championships later, once winning had become the expectation and the stakes any single Tuesday carried had, on paper, gone all the way down to nothing.

The file room

Saban described his actual weekly schedule in his own words, and it reads less like a philosophy than a shift schedule. He installed a plan on both sides of the ball, looked at goal line and short yardage one day, third down and the red area Tuesday night, two minute and two point plays Wednesday, and watched all the practice film from that day in between, a process that took two and a half to three hours right after the team came off the field. That was not a value statement. That was a man doing the identical, unglamorous file work whether the team was nine and oh or four and five, in a week nobody outside the building was watching closely, against an opponent nobody expected him to lose to.

The habits underneath that schedule were just as deliberate, and Saban was direct about why they existed. He ate the same breakfast and the same lunch every day, not from a lack of imagination but because decision making is a limited resource, and a mind spent on breakfast was a mind not spent on the red zone install. In his own words: "I stay focused this way all of the time because I try to prepare with a certain routine every day. I get up every day, I let the dog out, I have a cup of coffee, I get two Little Debbie cookies. That's how I start. I shower, I shave. Same thing when I go to work every day. So, routine sort of helps people stay in the moment. That's what I focus on, that's what I try to get our players to focus on, that's how we try to prepare our players." Nobody is filming a coffee cup and two cookies. That is the whole point of a deposit made on a Tuesday. It is not supposed to be visible. It is supposed to be reliable.

The same discipline had a boundary built into it, and the boundary mattered as much as the routine. Saban gave himself twenty four hours after a game to feel whatever the result made him feel, win or loss, and then the clock ran out. After that, the outcome was filed and the work in front of him was the only thing left to grade. A gutting loss did not earn a longer sulk, and a signature win did not earn a longer celebration. Both got the same twenty four hours, and then both got the same Monday file review. That boundary is what kept the Process from being just a slogan about staying even keeled. It gave the even keel an actual mechanism, a fixed amount of time to be human about the result before returning to the only thing that ever produced one.

The standard applied to himself first

The Process was easy to admire from a distance and easy to misread as something Saban demanded only of players. ESPN's Training Days caught him correcting his own staff at a walkthrough, not a game, over wasted practice time. "If we go out there and it's four minutes of explaining how to do the drill, rather than doing the drill, then we've kind of missed the target," he told his coaches. "Everything should get explained and shown to players in the meeting." That correction had no audience beyond the people already being paid to be there. It was the same standard applied inward, at a walkthrough, on an ordinary week, which is the only way a standard survives long enough to mean anything to the people underneath it. A rule enforced only on the people with the least power to push back is not a standard. It is a hierarchy wearing a standard's clothes.

The part that is not about football at all

Everything above answers the question of whether Saban held a real standard on ordinary days. It does not yet answer the harder question this series has been building toward, which is whether he cared about the human being carrying that standard, separate from what that human being produced on Saturday.

Saban sat down with players individually to define exactly what each one needed to do to succeed in the classroom and on the field, then checked in on that same conversation throughout the season. In his words: "You have to have a system where you can evaluate what you're doing and then have the opportunity to adapt and grow so that you continue to improve and progress." That was not a single dramatic gesture. It was a private conversation, repeated with dozens of players across a season, that happened in a room with no cameras and produced no highlight.

Every summer, before workouts for the coming season began, Saban took part of his team's leadership group out on Lake Tuscaloosa. Coverage of the tradition described it as something he did every year, not a one time reward, and one account from 2023 noted that while Saban was the captain, he let a player take the wheel or pick the music while they cruised. The guest list is the detail that matters. It was not the whole roster. It was specifically the players he was developing as leaders, on an afternoon with no game on the schedule and no football purpose being served in the moment, which is a strange thing to schedule if the only account being built is the one that shows up on Saturday.

Saban's own account of what he actually misses since retiring is the clearest evidence available that the account was never only about football. Asked directly, he did not point to championships. "I miss the relationships with the players, development, and I love seeing guys give themselves a better chance to be successful in life because of the leadership and influence you might have had on them." Asked again in a separate interview, he gave nearly the same answer: "The biggest thing I miss is the relationships with the people, the players, the coaches, the staff and all the people that you work with. Being part of a team, that I miss." He has said the purpose plainly, tying it to what happens after a player's eligibility runs out: "A player is really going to college to prepare himself for the day he can't play football, even though these guys all have dreams and aspirations of playing in the NFL and we certainly wanted to help them do that." He has also put a number on how rarely that dream is realized, reminding players that the NFL stands for Not For Long and that the life expectancy in that league is short, so the real question is what a young man does after it ends.

Players described the same thing from their own side, independent of anything Saban has said about himself. One put it this way: "He's more than a coach, he's like another father. He really cares about us as people, not just as players. He's taught us that life is more important than football, family is more important too." That is the same claim Part 1 made about the gap between a leader who runs people on a trade and one who is for them underneath the demand. The demand looked identical on the practice field. The lake trip, the individual check ins, and what a man says he misses after the wins have stopped mattering are the evidence for which leader was actually standing there.

The standard tested by winning, not by losing

Every pillar so far shows the account being funded. The next one shows where it gets spent down without anyone noticing, and it is the turn this post has to make before it can close.

Saban has been direct about the actual danger, and it is not a losing streak. "After we got beat everybody was asking, what time are we practicing today, coach. Where, when we won 19 games in a row, they were asking, why are we practicing on Monday, why don't we get two days off. You need the hunger to improve whether you are succeeding or not." Losing produces scrutiny for free. Nobody has to enforce a standard when everyone in the building is already asking what went wrong. Winning removes that scrutiny at the exact moment the standard needs it most, because nineteen straight wins is precisely the record that gives a team permission to believe the ordinary Tuesday no longer matters as much as it used to.

This is the honest version of the failure mode Part 2 already named. Scoreboard Leadership does not require a leader to stop caring all at once. It only requires a leader to let the number substitute for the file work on the one week nobody would notice the substitution. The nineteen game streak was the moment the substitution was cheapest and least visible, which is exactly why Saban treated it as the moment requiring the most attention, not the least.

Derek Dooley, who worked for Saban for seven years, described what he tells new coaches to expect in a sentence that translates this entire post into a single line. "I tell new coaches that every day, every day, I don't care if it's March 10th, June 28th, or October 14th, it's fourth and one for the national championship. Saban expects 100 percent commitment in each and every practice." Fourth and one for the national championship on June 28th is not a description of intensity for its own sake. It is a description of an account that refuses to distinguish between the day everyone is watching and the day nobody is. There is no separate weekday standard. There was never supposed to be one.

Take the care away and the method still runs. The file review still happens. The standard still gets enforced. What disappears is the reason players accepted it. Players who went through Saban's program have said the standard was fair while they were living inside it, not just in hindsight, because it was clear in real time that he cared about them as people, not only as players. That is why the intensity did not read as punishment. It read as an investment, and investment is something a person can respect daily, at full effort, whether the season is going well or not. The standard produced results on the field. It is just as clearly on record that it produced something after the games ended too, in players who say football taught them how to be fathers, professionals, and men, not just competitors. Respect for the standard is what carries forward. It is what turns into a phone call a decade later, about something that has nothing to do with football. That was never the goal of the leadership. It is what happens when the leadership was real.

I built something on a smaller scale that ran on the same account. My own company grew fast, client demand was constant and high, and the pressure never let up. We had a slogan that mattered more than most slogans do: take care of each other, take care of our clients. That order was the whole shift. Most businesses run on the customer always being right, the client above everything. We ran on the belief that our people came first, that developing them as humans, giving them a real shot at success in spite of whatever the day threw at us, was the only way to actually take care of the clients well. It worked. We grew. The expectations stayed high the entire time. And everyone got better, visibly, without exception. That is probably the thing I am proudest of as a leader, and it is probably, like Saban said, one of the things I miss most now that I am not connected to it day to day.

What this series has been saying the whole time

Part 1 opened with a sentence meant to carry the entire series. Transformational leadership is the mode. Servant leadership is the account it draws on. Four posts later, at Michigan State, at Wells Fargo, at Southwest and inside an Alcoa smelter, at Ia Drang and inside Charlie Company, and now at a file review table on a Tuesday in October, that sentence has held every time it was tested, and it has held in both directions. Where the account was real, the method produced people who still call twenty years later. Where the account was hollow, the same method produced a bank that emptied the moment the pressure required someone to spend it.

Say it the other way, because this is the sentence this post exists to land on. Servant leadership is transformational leadership with genuine care for the human being added in. Take the method away and care alone does not install a third down package or hold a staff accountable for wasted practice reps. Take the care away and the method still runs, but it stops producing anything worth calling back about. Saban was the same man doing the same file work on the same Tuesday either way. What separated his account from every version of this that fails was never the intensity. It was whether the intensity served a mission big enough to hold the person inside it.

Almost nobody reading this installs a third down package or corrects a staff at a walkthrough. But almost everybody reading this has a Tuesday, an ordinary day with nothing on the schedule that anyone outside the building would notice, where a file could get reviewed honestly or waved through, where a standard could get held for someone who cannot repay you for holding it, or quietly set aside because nobody would catch the difference this week. The account was never built on the Saturdays. It was built, or it wasn't, on every Tuesday nobody was watching.

What did you actually do on yours.